Archive for February, 2008

Feb 28 2008

10 year wedding anniversary

Published by kwikle under Blogging, Family, Literature, Writing

Ten years ago today, Laura and I were married. It was the warmest day on record for February in Michigan. I like to think the sun defeated winter for us, and whether by happy accident or twist of fate that sunshine in winter (I try not to think of it as global warming) has been our blessing. For all who have witnessed it, it is a hot intemperate love that riots against the season, against all advice and counsel, against all rational thought, and one that can both repel with it’s heat, and pull you in with its gravity. Because of this giant ball of gas, (my wife can attest to this) it will burn immemorial, perhaps not as a lesson to others as the best way, but it is our way; to be both wild and constant in the face of adversity.

My love for Laura in this leap year can now have its day twice in a row in California.

When we were married, we had no money, no place to live, and a young son. Some folks start out with a lot less, we had good family and much support in those early years, so in some ways, this day is as much for them as it is for us. Hopefully we can give back in the years to come while we have more in the material wealth and youth.

For Laura, (my laura not Petrarch’s Laura)

Petrarch

O blessed Sun! that sole sweet leaf I love,
First loved by thee, in its fair seat, alone,
Bloometh without a peer, since from above
To Adam first our shining ill was shown.
Pause we to look on her! Although to stay
Thy course I pray thee, yet thy beams retire;
Their shades the mountains fling, and parting day
Parts me from all I most on earth desire.
The shadows from yon gentle heights that fall,
Where sparkles my sweet fire, where brightly grew
That stately laurel from a sucker small,
Increasing, as I speak, hide from my view
The beauteous landscape and the blessed scene,
Where dwells my true heart with its only queen.

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Feb 26 2008

Injury 2008 Marathon Delayed

Published by kwikle under Marathons, Running

At the beginning of February my marathon training program was going really well. My miles had been creeping up steadily and I hadn’t been injured. My hamstrings were taught as a kettle drum, but I thought this was something I could manage. My long runs were getting longer and my right knee wasn’t bothering me. Then a number of convergent coincidences all transpired simultaneously. I started having lower back pain about 2 weeks after we switched to a new mattress. This was also the same week that I began upping my miles past 8 on my long runs. I also had a couple of goofy falls some on my bike, some on alpine skis, and one in my own driveway on ice. All of this basically led up to me going to the chiropractor and into physical therapy. I didn’t hurt my back from my falls, but I think from hamstring inflexibility.

My marathon plan for Bayshore is on hold already!

But I am undaunted. After my last injury, I am more familiar with the time frame for the healing process. It will most likely be a few months before I am well enough to run at the level I was at before my injury.

Part of this is also keeping a positive attitude.

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Feb 22 2008

Wordpress

Published by kwikle under Blogging, Internet

I will be attempting to migrate to wordpress over the next few weeks. For a quick preview of the new keithwikle.com, head over to the new Keith Wikle.com

Textpattern has come to a dead end from a development standpoint. There have been no new releases in some time. The developers are working on a new branch of the project with no release date in site.

I’ve liked a lot about Textpattern. However there were some things that didn’t jibe.

The image management sucked. You had to toggle between two tabs in the admin interface to integrate an image into the post.

Creating pages that were not part of the Blog took some serious jury rigging. I finally managed to do this with the last incarnation of my theme.

Also while on themes, everytime I updated my theme it really took a lot of work to configure and tweak everything into place.

Wordpress allows you to add static pages and children pages with little difficulty. Image management seems to be more streamlined with posting content. Themes can be updated merely by dropping files into a themes folder in the directory and then selecting the theme in the admin tool. I’ve also imported all of my 200 posts. I just need to work on getting the wordpress textile plugin working so that all of my images and formatting tags from Textpattern will still appear. And as I stop using them in Wordpress it will be great.

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Feb 22 2008

Bike TV

Finally a channel just for the rest of us: The Bicyclist

The acting isn’t bad. The writing is pretty good, maybe better than Friends. And Steve may be hotter than Jennifer Aniston. (Steve is a girl!)

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Feb 14 2008

How internet browsing discovers unexpected results

Published by kwikle under Films, SEO, User Experience

Don’t even ask how I found this. It has a surreal dreamlike quality that appeals to my Hulk Hogan flamethrower enhanced psyche.

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Feb 13 2008

Vampire Weekend Ann Arbor

Published by kwikle under Music

The snow hit Kalamazoo wet and heavy yesterday. Just as Laura and I were planning to leave for Ann Arbor to see Vampire Weekend. I got stuck twice in a snow bank. As I was digging myself out of a snowbank for the second time at 10 to seven I realized we weren’t going to make the show. Laura also informed me that 94 eastbound was closed between Kalamazoo and Battle Creek. It’s hard to be a punk rocker in the snow I think.

To add the witches of MacBeth to the mix I got this as my horoscope yesterday.

Whatever events you might have been scheduled to attend might be temporarily postponed. This might leave you feeling at somewhat of a loss, because you’ve planned to be away right now and you won’t know what to do with yourself in the meantime. Be your usual ingenious self and you’ll find something! Go to it!

We went out for dinner at Cosmo’s and got Isabella home early.
For a flavor of Vampire Weekend check this video out.

To top it all off I had this wild dream that Hulk Hogan and Rambo were hunting me down to kill me. But somehow I convinced Hulk Hogan to give me his flame thrower. Dude! Hulk Hogan gave me his flame thrower! That has to mean something right!

Look out Rambo.

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Feb 12 2008

200th post

Published by kwikle under Blogging, Writing

Well I am certainly not as prolific as Derrick, or Wenley, but I hope I make up for it with a quality of content. Or maybe its just in the ardent and eloquent phrases I use. Hmmm… NOT!

Looking back over the last couple of years I have been shocked at the number of blogs. The number of websites on paddling, and the number of folks out there doing daring trips and expeditions. Certainly I would like to be out there doing that too. Balance is a hard thing to find. I trust that my adventuring life is not over by a long shot. I have aimed to write here about what I see as goals and ambitions. I’ve often written about what I value, and why I spend so much time running, kayaking, skiing, and cycling.

It’s funny I think my wife thought that kayaking would be a fad for me, something I would get over. That certainly hasn’t happened. My love for being on, in or under water has only deepened as the years have gone on. I am certainly less zealous in my evangelism towards sea kayaking than I used to be. And my affection for surfing has grown exponentially.

Why I do it, and why I write about it is more of a navel gazing operation than I am accustomed to performing. The long answer is that testing your limits doesn’t have to be an all or nothing event. You don’t have to go on a three month expedition to the Antarctic sea to test yourself. Each person, each life, is its own expedition/marathon/cyclocross race etc. In fact I would credit someone who balances wife, house payment, children, with marathons, triathlons, short sea kayaking trips with just as much guts and endurance as someone who does
a three month circumnavigation of a god forsaken island with no wife or children. The balancing act in and of itself is worthy of praise. Sometimes my teeter-totter gets out of whack, and I am lucky to have a wife who understands, and will encourage me to get the other leg back on my end to hold it down.

I think really this website is not so much about the thrills and the pain, or the adventures as it is about the balancing act.

People in the office give me that look, (maybe you know the one) whenever I am suited up to run at lunch. They see the tights, the hat, the jacket and the gloves, and think “why on earth would he do this when it is 7 degrees out?” When those of us who are active think, “oh man this is gonna hurt, but I gotta do it.”

In short maybe the reason is…
If a short, goofy, balding mid-western boy with a wife and two young kids can run marathons/cyclocross/swim (ok I sort of suck)/kayak-surf and, ski anyone can do it…

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Feb 12 2008

Don’t give up!

Published by kwikle under Family, Friends, Writing

A good friend of mine told me yesterday that after six months of being seizure free with epilepsy he had another seizure. Essentially revoking his license to drive, his freedom, and his ability to paddle. This really wouldn’t be so bad if he hadn’t already been through this cycle once before.

No one wants to hear the caged bird squawk. It is unpleasant, they sound like dusty old flatulence. However if I squawk for him he seems like a noble, injured creature deserving of our encouragement.

So with this in mind, I give you D. H. Lawrence:

Self Pity

I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

I hope he is on the mend soon, and out on the water.

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Feb 06 2008

Warhammer 40,000

Published by kwikle under Family, Warhammer

Embrace Your Inner Nerd

For a couple of years, Gabriel and I have played strategy games. We started with chess and Risk. We then tried DND minis, Heroscape. DND minis is a fine game with a long history dating back to the first TSR wargame Chainmail. Warhammer’s been around since I was in junior high. It started as a fantasy wargame with metal minitiatures. The Warhammer franchise has grown quite a bit and hit its zenith with branding when their Lord of the Rings minis hit the shelves around 2000.

I think we may have hit our sweet spot with Warhammer 40,000. Unlike the other wargames, Warhammer is sort of a total package. Games Workshop sells unpainted metal and plastic miniatures. You do the rest. So far I’ve only got one set of troops and it took me 3 weeks to paint them. But time would virtually disappear when I was painting. Gabriel took decidedly less time, he’s only 11. It’s a lot more fun than I imagined before I started. The game itself is a gas, with more intricacy and nuance than DnD minis.

The army building and selection is a time intensive and laborious process that is not a trivial undertaking. The miniatures are more expensive and the preparation and care taken in painting the models is as deep as you want to go. I felt I did a pretty good job painting my first set. I will have to take some macro shots and post them soon.

I chose the Eldar as my army. I have to be honest I chose them purely on aesthetics. There are more powerful armies that are more aggressive with more straightforward tactical advantage. The Eldar tend to have more advantage defensively, at distance, or in hit and run tactics than straight on hand to hand combat.

Gabriel chose the Tyranids. The Tyranids rely on being able to close to hand to hand range and their typically superior numbers.

So far it’s been a good father son activity. He is learning to take his time on his painting, to pay attention to detail, and to see how a lot of hard work can pay off with a very cool looking miniature.

Note all shots from this post are from Games Workshop.

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Feb 06 2008

Caesar: Life of a Colossus

Published by kwikle under Biographies, Literature, Writing

Oddly enough the opening introduction of this massive volume on the seemingly inexhaustible topic of Gaius Julius Caesar was one of the best parts. This doesn’t detract from the excellent work of Adrian Goldsworthy. Historical parallels are supposed to be deplorable, and you can’t just lay one set of circumstances over another and say look it’s the same! However, Goldsworthy’s introduction begins by laying out the world Caesar was born into and lived in. His world, though removed by 2000 + years, doesn’t sound drastically different from ours.

The Roman system of government allowed senators, magistrates, consuls, and other members of the elected body to receive clients who would essentially pay the elected official to either introduce legislation, or influence a vote on an piece of legislation(now-a-days called a bribe). This was for the most part done in the open, but on the down low so to speak. This system also allowed for elections to be manipulated in the same way. Although in the Roman system the candidate often bribed the constituency as well. They also took bribes from influential prospective clients to make wider dispensation to the general voting public. So the bribing was two way. The widening rift between the richest senators and the poorest senators made it increasingly difficult for a young man to consider a political career without graft. As election season is now on full bore in the US, it is a painful reminder of the present. Those without patrician funds to run for an election are not really competitive.

The Roman Empire around 100 BC when Caesar was born was also under serious financial stress. It’s economy could not support all the freed men and women it had within Italy. Slave labor was causing unemployment to sky rocket. Money turned in from tax revenue was not supporting the system. To alleviate this problem the Senate, Consuls and Proconsuls would allow governors of provinces to essentially wage war against any territory they thought they could conquer. War was essentially a cash generating mechanism for the empire. It brought home booty, kept the army out of Italy, using foreign resources, and sending home gold, silver, and slaves for sale. When the republic was running low on cash they actually looked at surrounding territories and evaluated how much booty they could bring home if they invaded and conquered. Based on our problems in Iraq, I wonder if our oil problems were evaluated in the same way prior to the invasion.

This is not a direct parallel obviously. We are spending billions on the war in Iraq, our soldiers are not eating off of the Iraqi dime, they are eating off of the American tax payers’ dollar. The American government’s real reason to invade Iraq will likely remain secret until the Freedom of Information act makes it possible for us to see all of the documentation. The reasons the public were given were obviously less than factual.

Caesar as he is painted in the book, is not a moral person. Which is what is really interesting about the book. Often biographies try to give some sort of moral compass for a person’s actions no matter how questionable. Goldsworthy continually reminds the reader about the difference in world view the Roman aristocracy, and particularly the Roman male had towards his actions. Honor was more important than morality, a man’s auctoritas was his influence and how his fellow man perceived him. If he was respected, well thought of, even feared, he was said to be a great man. Morality simply wasn’t a factor. All of Caesar’s actions from the time he was a young man until he marched into Italy at the head of his legions to seize power from Pompey and the senate was a move to gain respect and power. None of it had anything to do with moral decisions about what was best for the republic.

If there are two lessons to take away from Caesar; it is leadership, and how to take risks. He built up a reputation with his men from the beginning that he would fight with them at the front of the line. He often risked everything on big gambles. He was often caught outnumbered in Gaul and rather than run, he would stake everything on a pitched battle. Even after some fairly questionable moves, such as invading Britain with a very small force, his men recognized his ability to calculate risk and determine the best course of action. Some might even call it luck. However his ambition seemed to soar him to greater and greater heights.

Some of the highlights from the book where Goldsworthy appears to be at his best, is the descriptions of the rebellion in Gaul. When Vercengetorix organizes a full tribal rebellion against the Roman occupation, Caesar is caught unaware. He loses the initiative and is in a defensive posture, (not his best trait). He is in a precarious position and only the loyalty of his men saves him. However once the initiative is regained, the final battle between the Gaulish tribes and the Roman legions reaches its apex at the siege of Alesia. Not even J.R.R. Tolkien could have dreamed up a double encirclement siege. (Perhaps he just outright stole it?)

The Romans dug themselves in and besieged the beleaguered Gauls in their French fortress town of Alesia, only to themselves be encircled by Vercengetorix’s reinforcements. Goldsworthy shines in these moments and even at the hefty 500 plus page mark it is well worth the read.

Caesar’s own undoing it seems may have been one of his virtues. Unlike the previous dictator Cato, Caesar attempted to show clemency to his enemies. Cato had made several bloodthirsty purges of his detractors, enemies, and enemies relatives in his tenure as dictator after the previous civil war. During the civil war, that raged across Italy, Greece, and Africa, Caeasar allowed the men who fought against him to throw down their arms and embrace him as a friend. Marcus Junius Brutus was his biggest mistake. When Caesar allowed him back in the fold of Roman life, he seized the opportunity and used all of his patrician influence to assassinate Caesar. Apparently frenemy was not a term he knew.

Goldsworthy’s notable quote at the epilogue of the book captures the reason why Caesar still gets caught in the net of our imagination, “It is hardly possible to imagine how his life could have been more dramatic.”

While Caesar’s failure as a politician is the dramatic denouement of the book and his life, his military victories are the zenith of his achievements and ultimately what catapulted him into his position of power. And this is clearly where Goldsworthy spent most of his energy in writing and research.

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